This is not worth reading

so, i am sitting here in my room, listening to some music and a song comes on that i enjoy. it mentions crying in the song and that sparked some questions. why tears from your eyes? why not snot from your nose? why not ear wax from your ears? then i took it one step further and started thinking about smiles and laughter. why dont our legs shake when we are happy like dogs do? after long deliberation, all by myself, i declare the answer is that i dont know. i guess that just the way God wants us to be and so thats the way He made us. God...You are a tricky one.

Im a jerk

This week is my last week at Applebee's. Which, I cannot wait to get out of the food service industry. It truly is like living in the movie "Waiting." So, all week long people keep coming up to me with a sad look on their face saying "AWWW Im sad that your leaving" or "We sure are going to miss you" and in this moment, I have to lie to these people. I have to say, "I know, Im going to miss you too." When really im thinking, "Im really probably not going to think of you very much ever again." So, this boils down to two things: Either im a jerk or im too realistic to get caught up in the moment. Im banking on the second one. But, i still feel kinda bad because these people really are sad and im not.