The process of Christ following

Selfishly, I kinda wish there was an obvious right or wrong, black or white, yes or no when it comes to God and His will for our lives. I find it so interesting that some things are very very clear as to the way God wants us to handle certain situations, while others are quite vague...we have to search and pray and seek guidance for. I honestly go back and forth on this topic. Most of the time I think it would be so much easier if God just laid it all out on the table for us to look at and understand. But, then when I think about it, I find myself liking the pursuit and the mystery of not knowing. I like realizing im not God and im not in control. I suppose that this is why God has it set up this way. It keeps us chasing after Him. We dont know. We are weak. We do fall down. And its though these times that He is magnified and glorified. He picks us up. He makes us strong. He changes our hearts so they face toward His again...and I love Him for it.

To sum it all up. God is God and I am not. And at first glance I want to be God...but after thought, I realize that I like that God is God and I am not. Its thoughts like these that help me to realize Adam and Eve weren't pathetic, they were human.